hehehe.. i got this from my lil' sister's xanga... hope you guys fill it out... you better be EXTRA SWEET... sweeter than me.. mmuuwahahahahaahaha!!!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

:WOULD YOU:
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:

i'm sooo happy.  my lil sister maeddel is spending the weekend with us...  we went to kuya bodgie and ate karen's house blessing, where i got to see my long lost friends; nikki, jenny, and mico.  i haven't seen them for centuries.. and mayn... they have NOT changed a single bit..  except they're all taller than me now  but it's all good.. i've long accepted the fact that i'm short. ha! ha! we went to tyson's mall afterwards where we irritatedly waited for ate apol to do her shopping... you see.. maeddel and i were broke... we couldn't even afford buying ourselves starbucks.. and i couldn't afford the eyore that was on sale at the disney store... hu hu hu...   notice.. it was "on sale".. and i still couldn't afford it... very sad.. lol!  i certainly can't wait til my pay day!!

oh yeah.. i just wanted to holla at some of my close friends from stuart high who i haven't seen in such a long time (well, ever since the summer started).  TAMISHA and MARIA - we really need to spend quality time together before we all go off to college.  i already miss you both!  and sorry if i've been such a bad friend lately.. well, y'all know my situation.. hopefully, we can work our schedules out... i miss you both! JUN - my one and only fafa... pinagpalit mo na ako kay sandara parks.. ok lang.. may hero naman ako! neway..  i'm sorry if i haven't been keeping in touch with you.. and i'm sorry for not being there..  i feel really bad...  but sana... kahit minsan lang...  we can spend time together, diba? miss you na! MARISA - mayn... you're probably enjoying the hell out at portugal... lucky you!  come back already! i miss coming over your house and eating all your portuguese food.. joke!! hehehe =P no for realz.. come back soon! miss yah! JOYCE - yeah yeah.. i know.. we still talk sa friendster.. lol.. but umm.. yeah! i'm really excited about everything that we talked about...! hehehe gurl! i know you can do it... go get 'em gurl! MARICEL - mayn.. i've been trying to call you.. i got all excited when you told me that we were gonna have a get together with our filipino friends.. lol! whatever happened to that huh? huh? huh? hehehe =P answer your phone for a change.. miss yah! ALL - thanks for all the patience and understanding.  i miss you all...

tick... tick... tick... time is goin' by oh so slow.  but thank god it was a 3 day weekend.  i kinda' needed it.  we had a B-Q party yesterday.  as usual we did karaoke.. and mayn... they would NOT let me sing whatsoever! lol! so i just sat.. and ate.. and ate.. and ate... and ATE "pinakbet" with rice (of course!).  oh yeah... i finally had a haircut the other day..  i actually can't believe it!  what was i thinkin'?? cuttin' my long ass hair?? it was already down my lower back...  but ummm.. it had to be done... because that was (i guess) the begining of the many changes that will happen in my life.

haayyyy...  i've been doing a lot of thinking... i really miss dancing...  i just have to accept that it isn't going to be a part of my daily life anymore.. no more dance classes... no more after school dance team practices... no more choreographing routines for my team.. no more shows.. no more pep-rallies.. no more half-time performances... wahhh!! i miss ballet (even tho i hated it).  i miss jazz (even tho i sucked at it).  i miss hip-hop (b/c i loved it).  and mayn... i tried dancing today for the first time after 2 months of not dancing... i felt sooooo out of shape! yes... depressing... okie... my sister needs to use the laptop so i guess bye for now!

i love surprises!!! just when i thought noone cared about my graduation... hehe... here's the story.  my partner at work, Chaps, graduated just yesterday and i graduated like prollie 2 weeks ago or sumtin'... well, uh, it's a long story, so i'll make it brief.  my manager called me this morning telling me to come in early for work..  it seemed like i was in some kind of trouble or sumtin'.... and so my sister drove me to work and once we got there, she was like, "i need to use your bathroom... i need to go poop!"... haha! i was like, "heck no! you're not gonna make a poop at my work... mayn... that's embarrassing!"... but there was no way of stopping her... she already parked the car! hmm... i entered the building where my manager was angrily staring at me and demanded me to go to my cube where by the way i saw another manager waiting for me and Chaps to audit our files because i apparently was doing such a bad job with 'em... lol... so i was standing right next to Chaps during the audit.. then my other manager came and told us to head to the conferrence room where we'll be talking about everything.. so Chaps and I grabbed our notepads and pens and hurried to the meeting place...  i was really about to have a nervous breakdown! i was freaking out like you can't even imagine... then... WAAALLLAA! SURPRISE! everyone was in the confer. room yellin' out congratulations to both of us... (yes, even my dear sister apol lol!) i was SOO surprise and HAPPY =)  so..... THANK YOU very much Strayer University!  i will definitely miss y'all once i leave for college.